Good morning, Today is one of the not so good days. I have some good days (not too much pain or either I’m so busy I don’t think about it) but then I have those not so good days and I call them not so good days because I refuse to say im having a bad day because any day I’ve awoken with life is a great day.
So today I have noticeable pain…….I did a workout routine (have to get some practice in for teaching my first exercise class this weekend) and didn’t go hard doing it but did it to the extent where I thought I’d be ok (mind you I’m limiting my class to once a week because it takes me almost that long to recover from any pain). Anyways, I did my exercise and felt good afterwards but figured i should take my regular meds for it (which I take every night) and added 1 Aleeve and yes it definitely helped me sleep peacefully but this morning getting up was the issue. Pain, pain and more pain, my feet, my legs, my arms and my back. So on top of the normal workout pain is the fibro pain which amplifies the workout pain. This throbbing and aching pain, the throbbing sometimes feels like something is stabbing me in that area and although throb may not last very long mostly aching it hurts like hell and I have to stop and allow the throb to follow through. It’s really bad when it happens in my legs, for some reason that area is intensified!!
The walk from the car to work was a journey this morning, each step felt like…….(honestly I don’t know how I would explain it). Holding my bag/s on my shoulder is another task, I’ve had to lighten my load quite a bit since this Fibro thing came along and did I mention wearing a bra has become a serious challenge! The strap in the back is the worse, im twisting and turning, loosening and tightening and redoing and adjusting all freaking day long. Some times I think perhaps I’ll just go without one but laugh at the thought………I do like my girls being up and not down to my toes and hopefully they’ll never get down to my toes LOL Lets talk about wearing shoes, did i mention that even hurts? For some reason the shoes I’ve worn or wear on an every day basis become bothersome after while. The soles of my feet have become so sensitive that I can hardly believe those are my same feet I had all my life.
Sitting at my desk this morning is a true challenge, trying to work and act normal when the back is hurting and that dam bra strap…….I just want to rip it off life Michael Jackson ripped his shirt!! And my thighs sitting in the chair is like im sitting on a ton of bricks. Luckily I have my feet propped up on the foot stool so they aren’t bothering me too bad and I am still able to type with minimal pain at the moment but by mid day that’ll be bothering me as well. Oh did i mention that because I took the Fibro meds and 1 Aleeve that i feel SUPER groggy this morning. Not really sleepy because like i said i feel like i slept really well this time (in a long time!) but because i took both of them, im still feeling the effects this morning so I’m going to be wired on coffee. Ok probably not because i usually get a cup in the morning and sip on it all day 🙂
Anyways, another day another $1 – thanks for coming with me on my daily Fibro journey, hope to see you soon and please – if you can share some tips or info to help me manage, please do, I’ll try anything at this point
Fibro newbie out